God’s Bigger

Do you ever feel like you’re going somewhere, but then really you don’t feel like it at all?  You just want the day to end?  Or you think haven’t I struggled with this enough (whatever your ‘this’ is).

Isn’t it frustrating?  I’ve been feeling that way lately.  I just haven’t felt good, and frustrated with that – think maybe it’s just in my head and the enemy is just attacking me.  Well it’s not in my head but the enemy won’t leave me alone but I keep clinging to Jesus even though I’m frustrated because I know my God is bigger and fighting for me!  It might be another day, same story, God’s Bigger!

Let’s have some Yummie Poundcake and  share life around the table as we trust Him….are you ready to laugh and feel strong?  I am!!

God's Bigger Gluten Free Poundcake

God’s Bigger Gluten Free Poundcake

Yummie Poundcake

 

I’ve made a lot of changes around myself, like moving to Alaska and working, and now living in California working.  But is this where I am supposed to be or is it time to go home?  I love being closer to my sister, but I don’t know if this is where I am supposed to be.  Maybe God brought me to Alaska and to California to show me that who I am and where I’m supposed to be, where I am going is just in His arms, trusting Him and believing that I am a beautiful daughter of the King.  I keep striving to do do, be better, be gooder, heal better, think better, feel better.  I keep trying to change everything when all He wants me to do is rest and trust and ‘be anxious for nothing’.  It’s so much easier said than done, though, but with the Lord’s help I can do it!

“When the journey you are on feels overwhelming, the very best thing you can do is cling to Jesus.” (Jesus Calling: Enjoying Peace in His Presence, pg. 339) 

God’s thoughts and ways are WAY BIGGER than my thoughts and ways and I gotta remember that and trust Him, but it’s so freaking hard, especially when I feel like I might be going somewhere but then the enemy tries to keep me back and way me down and put negative thoughts in my head and body!  Telling me I’m a failure because I ate ‘that’ or I didn’t do this or I’m leaving before I thought I would or told people I would, or I don’t what it takes to be a mom and a wife to good strong Godly Man.  NO more!

I think, too, I keep worrying about what other people will think of me for leaving sooner than orginally thought, not having the most perfect right job, when all I need to worry about is what God thinks about me and trust Him.

 “So do not fear for I am with you; do not anxiously look about you for I am your God.  I will strengthen you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.” Isaiah 41:10

Come on over and let’s have Summie’s Yummies cupcake together and share life around the table…..are you ready to laugh and feel strong and free?  I am!!  Let’s go!:)

Red Velvet Cupcakes

Enjoy!  Happy Living and Trusting!  Be Free!

Contact me any time to talk, vent or for a Summie’s Yummies Sweet Delivery.  Enjoy!

Summie’s Yummie’s Sweet Deliveries

Do you live in the Tustin, CA area?  Are you looking for a yummy baked good that is good for you, healing and yummy?  One that you feel good about serving to your kids and actually love that they keep coming back for more? One that you can and want to share with others?  Great news!  You can have just that without going to the grocery store or turning on the oven…..Take the stress out of life and let Summie’s Yummie’s Sweet Deliveries bake and deliver your next yummy and healing baked good.

Summie's Yummie's Sweet Deliveries
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Leaning Tower of Celebration

So, I’ve been wanting to make a cake…a light and fluffy, pretty white cake and just have fun.  Haha, well I did actually have fun, but the cake didn’t turn out as pretty as I was hoping and although the layers are thick and beautiful it wasn’t as light and fluffy as I was hoping for.  But, you know, I really enjoyed making it and this year is a year of celebrating and taking risks (more on that to come!:), so I call it my Leaning Tower of Celebration.

Leaning Tower of Celebrating

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Love and Gingerbread

Do you find yourself longing for love, but don’t really know what it looks like even if you thought you did?  I’ve been having a hard time with that lately….love.  I believe in it and long for it and I understand and believe in God’s love for me, but I can’t grasp how HUGE it is!  I mean, it really is wide and high and deep and long. I mean, think about what He did for me and for you, would you do that for someone?  Don’t be so hard on yourself, though, and fill your heart and someone else’s heart with Love and Gingerbread from Summie’s Yummies🙂

Love and Gingerbread

Love and Gingerbread

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Food, Wine, God

“Bread and wine brings us together in so many ways – physically, socially, emotionally, and even spiritually.” (Savor, pg. 288).  Food, Wine, God are all we need as we come together even if we fight it! So come on over and let yourself be reminded of God’s nourishing presence !

Do you struggle with that – with food and fellowship?  Sometimes, okay a lot of the time, I struggle with it.  Even though I am constantly thinking about food and how to make it healthy and what I can make next and who I can make it for, I struggle with ‘do I really need it or should I be thinking about it?’  I love making something for someone and I love the fellowship but then I struggle with it, too.  Even though I long for that special fellowship with friends and family – sharing food, wine and God together, where we can just sit and talk for hours.  I want to provide that for others, but I don’t feel like I am worthy of it or something…….UGGGGHHHH….

Savory 'Thanksgiving' Zucchini Rolls

Savory ‘Thanksgiving’ Zucchini Rolls

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